It's been a while hasn't it? Ha... It's Bella, if you remember me, which is doubtful. I miss you so much. Every now and then I can't help but think about you. April 23rd, 2010 was the day you were able to call me yours and the day I could call you mine. You were always there for me. I remember staying up all night messaging you and I remember you having to wait all night to sneak and call me from your house phone. I love your voice. You made me really happy, and I don't know why but one day I brought it to an end, we remained friends and I remember getting on less and less. There seemed to be no point anymore. And then one day I got on, and you made a post saying that you were leaving. By the time I saw it you were gone. I've left you a few comments here and there over time by I'm sure you haven't seen them. Arai, I miss you so much. You were a wonderful artist..a wonderful friend.. a wonderful boyfriend. I wish it hadn't ended, or that I at least still had your number. I remember a litle while back, a girl contacted me saying you told her to tell me hello and I was so happy. I only wish it could happen again so we could come back into contact somehow. I don't know how many times I've said it but I miss you and I wish you'd come back. So many people do, I hope your life is going well and that you've kept on drawing, I know I haven't really. You'll always be my best friend and I can guarantee that no matter how hard I try, I'll never find someone that can compare to you. I love you Arai, come back soon okay? ♥